April 2010
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this is not a sweet rain that quenches, washes clean this rain falls as sewage in oil-slick colours seeping rank and stagnant beneath door frames breeding black fractals of mildew that spread behind wallpaper, floor boards splintered and curled i pull my feet beneath me this is not a sweet rain
Apr 29th
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most words are tossed away like creatures half-made, limping from our lips and driven to the woods
Apr 28th
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lost things take on their own life and out of our sight, go feral slithering inanimate behind bookshelves, moving into the dark between walls deaf to calls and whistles they are the nighttime creak the tapping in the pipes the lost things sleep warm in dusty burrows free from reaching hands, from use and purpose they are content and their numbers grow with each forgotten moment more will watch...
Apr 27th
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and we will go south down to the fat navel of the earth to heat and sparkling waters where the poison things live and life pulses rainy and green we will see whirlpools there and islands like emerald leaves scattered upon the sea, then lie between cool sheets the humidity rising between us
Apr 26th
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Apr 25th
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i am television with the sound turned down swaying distant trees  a jet seen ahead of its roar silhouettes crossing in a window i am text on a screen you read me between my lines
Apr 24th
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thoughts clouded for such a sunny day the coffee maker burbles in its darkness and with hands warmed and half-shut eyes  things are about to become clear
Apr 23rd
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it rains until spring convulses  and erupts colour
Apr 23rd
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what is this need to talk music, old Kerouac blathering jazz fighting for metaphor, the synesthetic colour and shape unrecognized by text, and even poetry says too much reaching for that third chord of a midsummer’s overture we load it with words set the turntable arm to play on a paper record and hear only white noise
Apr 21st
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we are such clever patterns
Apr 20th
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Apr 19th
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row of little green lights a soft hammering and my drive calls up memories its language magnetic voiceless, and exact
Apr 19th
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one solitary cricket outside this city window brings sleep upon us all
Apr 18th
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mind full of mud  a single thought takes all day to find its sluggish way
Apr 16th
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here’s the old jittery fear that bubbles up in recurring dreams of teeth that crumble in my mouth and fall away bloodless and leave me hating that clinic with its grinning staff and enamel-white walls, the mosquito whine of drills and horror suck of vacuum pumps swilling spit and blood, and yet i go regardless if only for the greater fear of what dark hollows might be forming in my smile
Apr 15th
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Apr 14th
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thoughts in their electro-chemical buzz do not reflect in mirrors
Apr 13th
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in the bath you and i  are the same body  temperature, and breathing  steam around us  we come clean 
Apr 13th
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limping leg-torn  on the news  too surprised and  deafened now to think about  the damage done  they run, the  ones that can 
Apr 12th
Apr 10th
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we are born some place in space  at a certain degree to the sun set spinning at dizzying speed and every nine hundred forty-two million kilometres  light candles to mark our place
Apr 9th
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so tired that dreams push at the backs of my eyes impatient, they threaten me with nightmares
Apr 9th
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this anger when it rises in dangerous swells that froth and crash against the square angles of my foundations is a thing that i hold back, but like the child whose finger stops up a failing dike i secretly long to hear those black waters roar
Apr 7th
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Apr 7th
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in a windy country you live head-down
Apr 5th
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what to do when you are so intwined that you scarce exist alone and borders become horizons  beckoning to you both what to do but love
Apr 5th
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whose voice speaks  between the words in this book  when i fall trancelike into its pages and it becomes the world?
Apr 4th
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in hangovers you live in a haze of now the future and past too painful needing aspirin to face the present
Apr 3rd
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Apr 2nd
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i hike the inner paths of my body  all bloody with narrative grown over with neglect  the tales have grown wild here  they need weeding or feeding
Apr 1st